"the feeling that what is wanted can be had"

the definition of hope

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I dwell in Possibility —
A fairer House than Prose —
More numerous of Windows —
Superior — for Doors —

Of Chambers as the Cedars —
Impregnable of Eye —
And for an Everlasting Roof
The Gambrels of the Sky —

Of Visitors — the fairest —
For Occupation — This —
The spreading wide of narrow Hands
To gather Paradise -

Emily Dickinson

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i use this to speak to u. that is ridiculous. juvenile really. i need to forget you, i need to stop checking up on you and making sure you are ok. i need to stop dreaming about you and hoping that some day i will run into you and we’ll talk and maybe add each other and rebuild what we had.

stop.

everytime i hear about you every time i get hurt all over again. your not doing better, you don’t miss me… you know what that says to me, i never meant anything to you, never. You told me countless times to forget him because all he did was hurt me, all he cared about was himself. well i need to take that advice, unfortunately it is now referring to you.

So i will remember the good things of the past, but i need to realize there is no future, there never was. I will too, for my own sake.

goodbye my friend, again

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i miss you so bad. it kills me that you’ve forgotten me…not even a stray thought is on me.

i deserve it…but that doesn’t make it hurt any less.